Song - Tears

This is a song I wrote about 5 years ago on how having a crush on someone can lead to dark, suicidal thoughts.

Tears

I just dont understand
why you wont respond to me
I am only trying to be the one
that I thought you were looking for
you just lied and gave excuses
and I laid my heart out for you
and as I walk, these tears drip away
but you dont see the pain that I feel

So here I sit alone in my room
The darkness of the empty spaces
I dont care how it feels around here
All that mattered is nothing to me
I want to sleep and never wake up
I just dont want to feel this real
and as I sit, these tears drip away
but you dont feel the pain that I hear

I just wanted to be with you
I just wanted to be...
I just wanted to be with you
but now I sit in a pool of my own tears

I just wanted to be with you
I just wanted to be...
I just wanted to be with you
now lifeless in a pool of my own...